Mama June admits she wanted to ‘kill the person she was’ while on drugs after admitting to $2.5K a day meth habit – The Sun
MAMA June admitted that she wanted to 'kill the person she was' while on drugs after admitting to $2.5K a day meth habit.
She also claimed that she had learned her lesson after making so many mistakes when it came to drugs and her family.
Mama June – whose real name is June Shannon – revealed what was going through her head after her emotional reunion with her daughter, Lauryn.
She told the cameras in a clip for tonight's episode of Mama June: Family Crisis: "I lost who I was there for a while. I do believe that.
"But I feel the reason I've always felt this way – there's mistakes that I've made in the past that I wish I wouldn't have done but the lesson's learned and that's the truth.
"I've felt that way all my life."
Producers went on to congratulate the reality TV star for how far she had come since the family tried to do an intervention last season.
She told producers: "I was high on cocaine and when they ambushed me at Doe Doe's house, I had done the night before.
"Why would I be stupid for nothing but my own damn good. Because I remember telling you that I hated the person I was and I wanted to kill that person I was, if that made sense.
"I didn't want to kill myself physically but I wanted to kill that personality."
The mother of four then admitted that she believes she's left that other persona in the past and is on the road to recovery.
Just last week, Pumpkin, 20, and Mama June, 40, reunited after not seeing each other for months as Mama June admitted that she had done thousands of dollars of coke a day.
"The only reason I sold the house, I was dead f**king broke," Mama June told her shocked daughter.
"Because you know, at that point, we was doing quite a bit. I mean, it was a couple ounces a day. Our habit was $2,500 a day, if not more."
There are 28g in an ounce.
In the observation room, Dr. Ish sits back in shock as he tells the production crew that it's a "f**k ton" of meth, and adds: "If me or you did 2g we'd be done."
"It wasn't something that just started and, 'oh my God, I started using drugs,'" Mama June continued, speaking on last Friday's episode of Family Crisis.
"You found out that I got busted. I got high because I wanted to. It's not the first time I've ever done drugs."
The reality star is currently facing charges connected to crack cocaine.
Last month, June left her daughters distraught when she sold family possessions for cash, and she went on to sell the family home after admitting she is in desperate need of money.
With the bad people she owes possibly looking for her and her kids, sisters Alana and Pumpkin, 20, have also had to move into a hotel room for the time being, along with Pumpkin's husband one-year-old daughter Ella.
Mama June has four daughters, by three different fathers: Anna, 25, Jessica, 23, Lauryn, 20 and 14-year-old Alana.
Mama June: From Not to Hot airs at 9 p.m. on Fridays on WEtv.
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